Monday, March 19, 2007

PICTURES! :DDDDDD


Xin n Jer (before setting off) :D


At the beach!! :D


JerJer and the Doggie :D *who's cuter?*


JerJer and another doggie *my favourite of the two*
(Psst! I still think my boyfren is cuter:D)


Xin n HongHong, my cousin *he's camera-shy like ME!*

Saturday, March 17, 2007

*BACK FROM A GREAT TIME!*

*clears up cobwebs*
I M FINALLY BACK FROM A GREAT TIME WITH MY BOYFREN!
Spent approx. five days in Msia with my Boyfren!
My boyfren is SOOOOOOOO nice!
Taking such good care of me all the while:DDDD
It was FUN..
FUN
FUN
AND MORE FUN!

Went visit @ my granny and stayed there.
Urms.. the conditions were quite bad.
I couldn't quite stand it; not to say my Boyfren.
Poor Boyfren.. I am feeling kinda bad for letting him come with me.

But the highlights of it all, was the BEAUTIFUL BEACHES!!
And my uncle lent us a car to drive ard in:)
ANd so, we were able to go lotsa places!
At the beautiful beaches, I was so glad..
That, I was at the right place with the right person:)
I LOVE YOU BOYFREN!
To MY BOYFREN: Thankyou for accompanying for these five days,
it's been tough on you given the condiitions,
But really, you're the best !!
Thankyou for being there :D
I LOVE YOU! ^^

Pictures will be uploaded as soon as my boyfren finishes sending them to me
They are PRETTY PICTURES, mind you! :D *grins*

Saturday, March 03, 2007

*Grieving*

Got back results yesterday.
And I've gotten poor results.
So, don't ask about what I've gotten.
I'm still grieving over them.
Though I know it's no use doing that at all.
But the pent-up sadness in me just hasn't gotten full relief.
*shrugs*
I feel like goin to the beach.. :/

Nonetheless, I wana thank ppl for their concern.
Esp my boyfren, whom I think I had made so worried about me.
Thank you jer,
Thank you fer keep me company..
from getting results..
to patiently wait fer me to stop tearing outside the hall..
to gg to kbox with me..
to sending me home..
to pei me go home n face my family..
THank you boyfren..
I can never thank you enuff.. :/
And no, I won't throw you away just because of a stupid paper.
*sigh* I'll be ok de.
Go have fun with your friends in KL bahs!
I am ok! :)

Monday, February 26, 2007

*happy,tiring,boring day*

Its a happy, fun, tiring and boring day for me.

Happy.
'Cause I got to meet up with Jerjer.
'Cause I got to spend time with him.
'Cause I got to watch Norbit with Boyfren.
'Cause Boyfren was really sweet enough to hang around longer,
so tt I cld see him fer a longer time.
'Cause Boyfren was really sweet to drive me to my tuition place,
knowing how much of an direction-idiot I am.

Fun.
'Cause Christopher came with KimSia and some other guys to play cards again.
They were a whole of fun people.
'Cause they were so funny,
kept on calling me "jiejie" n my boyfren as "jie fu".
I didn't know that I have so many illegitimate brothers mans.
'Cause I got to watch Boyfren play cards with them.
Nahs. Don't ask me why I didn't play.
I lack Luck when gambling during New Year.

Tiring.
'Cause I didn't sleep well ysd nite.
Only slept lyke for two solid hrs ONLY.
And I didn't have a chance to rest.
Not tt I really mind..
Spending time with BOYFREN is more important:)

Boring.
That.....nonetheless, refers to my tuition with MeowMeow.
*sighs*
Here's the dialogue..
Tutor: Hi. Long time no see.
*tutor starts flipping assessment books*
MeowMeow: Uhh.. I've school homework. You need to help me.
Tutor: Ohh? Bring it here then.
MeowMeow: Its my favourite homewrk..
Tutor: Ohh? Really? What's it?
MeowMeow: It starts with.. "C"
Tutor : Compo?
MeowMeow: Ya! BIngo!
*Tutor faints*
You guys can nv understand the pain of doing compo with MeowMeow.
Its rather torturous :'(

But then again, I'm happy.
'Cause I love spending time with my boyfren! :D

Saturday, February 24, 2007

*23FEB'07*

Yupsyups.
Wanted to blog last night.
But I was too tired to do so.
Hah..
Yesterday morn, Boyfren came over to my place to Bai Nian.
Mummie went out, leaving Jer to face my Daddy with me.
So poor thing.
SO glad tt Boyfren cld chat properly with Daddy.
Nan de, Nan de.
Was so shocked tt when Boyfren mentioned his sch openhse stuffs,
And my daddy actually asked him to bring me. o.O"
My daddy normally wun say such nice things.
WHoa.. my boyfren's such a gd convincer.
And my Daddy even gave me permission to go Jerjer's place to Bai Nian.
*high till I faint*

And so, we had lunch at home.
Then, I changed and we left for Jer's place.
Greeted his mummie and godsis.
Then Boyfren forced me to eat AGAIN.
*faints*
Went slacked ard fer awhile.
Then helped out clearing up Jer's room.
Discovered sth in his notebook, made me laugh till I stomach pain!
Didn't noe my boyfren can be so CUTE. :D
Tough Springcleaning.
Den slacked ard again..before having steamboat fer dinner.
*yumyum* :D
Iam such a glutton ysd.
IF i grow ane fatter, please blame my boyfren. :DDD

Conclusion: MY BOYFREN CLEARED ALL THE STAGES WITH FLYING COLORS! :DDDDDD

Thursday, February 22, 2007

:S

Hmm.. Seriously, CNY is all that special this year.
Its kinda borrrrrring for me.
OK. With the exception of a hectic yesterday.
I had tuition from early morn till evening.
After which, I rushed home only to find that christopher and the rest are alrdy at my place.
Didn't gamble with them at first.
Then I rushed out to meet Boss and esther.
Ate Earthquake @ Swensens.
*yummielicious!*
Den went home.
Everyone wus stil gambling lahs.
O.o
Then I cldn't resist the temptations to gamble.
And so, I sat dwn..
ANd wa-la! I lost more than 50 bucks.
AND I BLAME ALL OF THEM FOR NT PLAYING BLACKJACK! :/

yayness.. Today's baba's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABA!

Monday, February 19, 2007

*happy chinese new year :D *

Hellos!
Happy Chinese New Year ppL!
Hmms.. Today's a rather eventful day for me :D
And it all happened because I wasn't having perfect vision today.
First.. I met up with the other two no-lifers @ Mac to rot our day awae:/
There was this guy whu had been sitting diagonally to my view,
fer a very long time.
So I mentioned to Flor: " eh those two had been staring at each other fer a long long time."
FLor looked over and noticed his legs.
Yea.. He's got nice legs.
Den.. as I stared harder, 'cause he looked really familiar
on second look.
You noe what?!
He's actually YING HAO!
Haha.. Goodness me! I actually took such a long time to figure out.

Oh! As we were leaving lotone,
I was trying to persuade the gurls to go ride on this really cute mobiles for kids..
But luckily we didn't.
I'll tell you why.
We walked to the ctrl station.
Was saying bye to flor.
Then suddenly flor nudged me and asked if sum guy wus JS.
I dramatically looked ard.
But I cldn't see aneone with close resemblence cause I was really blind.
Then as me n peipei were abt to enter the gates.
This guy sitting by the corner waved and smiled.
And I stupidly PAUSED, stood there and Stared hard.
And finally, I realised its really AH SHENG.
Wahaha..
I'm really weird today.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

* Happy Valentine's Day! *

I had a great Valentine's Day!
Boyfren came over to sg.
HE PONNED SCH LAHS!
Sho bad.. but..since he's so sweet,
he's forgiven for that.
He gave me a beautiful watch from Esprit!! :D
SO NICE!! *loves*
You ppl shld know me de lahs..
I've never lyke to wear watches.
But my boyfren had gotten such a sweet gift,
it's simply unresistable to nt wear it:)
*hugs my boyfren*
Gave him his card and the keychains!
Urms.. Dunno if he really lyke them.

Boyfren played O2jam while I prepared to go out.
Haha.. He lost to me!
*bleahs*
Went CWP watch "the matrimony".
Nxt time, I wun choose movies lers.
It was sucky! It's one of the few movies that even Boyfren duno what it's abt.
*pouts*
Went walked ard CWP with Boyfren.
Long time nvber been there with BOyfren.
It's so fun lahs.
With my boyfren ard, everything's so much more fun.
*happysmiles*

Went eat BakKuteh for dinner.
Stupid me lahs!
Whenever I enjoy myself too much, I just forget impt stuffs lyke my gastric flu.
I wasn't supposed to take anething heavy or dense in taste.
I can only take bland food:/
Oh wells.. after eating.. on the way back to the car.
I just threw up all the contents.
*eeeewwwwww*
I must have given Jer a bad shock.
I just spoilt the date lahs!
Stupid me! Stupid Stomach!
Went slacked @ wdls park, listening to songs in the car.
My boyfren very cute de nehs! :X

OH wells.. I had a great Vday!
DUnno if boyfren feels the same way too.
BOYFREN!! I LOVE YOU.
WILL WE BE HAVING EVEN MORE, and GREAT VDAYS TO COME? :D

Monday, February 12, 2007

*totally worn!!*

My eyes are so close to shutting right now.
They have been so since morning.
I nearly cldn't drag myself out of bed.
SO SHAGGED!! :(
Horrible nehs!! :'(
Went for morning tuition.
Was rather slacked.
The Taiwanese Family gave me two boxes of Bengawan Solo pineapple tarts,
and a FIFTY dollars angbao.
My first angbao of the year! :D
Very paiseh..but I'm happy :D

Tuition with MEOWMEOW in the evening.
HOrrible nehs.
Made me cry.. :(
He threw the basketball at me THRICE!
Real hard somemore.
Don't think I didn't run or scream.
HE CHASED AFTER ME.
WTH! Seriously..he's a retard with a SUPER LOW EQ, can!
I know I sound very evil.
But.. try being hit by a hard basketball HARD, plus no one actually try to help me! :(
I stil hafta hold back my tears..
But I just cldn't take it when I reached the bus stop.
URGH! Never felt so pissed before! :(

Saturday, February 10, 2007

*busybusyday ahead*

I'm going to have a BUSY day tml!
Morning goin tuition.
Gona tutor for THREE SOLID HRS.
Then.. blame my stupid mouth for agreeing to go to the NTU talk with FLOR.
*faints*
I will be so lacking sleep lahs:(
Then at night still got Class BBQ.
Hopefully, I'll have the energy to last me thru the day till I get home.
*prays hard*
I'm going to sleep early tonight.
o.O this isn't my idea of a saturday night:(

Hmmmm.. Jus now went walkwalk-ed alone.
Really found that feeling very horrible lorhs.
Hmms... Realised that, as Vday draws near,
you see guys flooding giftshops, jewellery shops, flower shops..
Just now, I overheard two guys choosing necklaces..
Rather sweet.. but can see tt they know nuts abt what to choose.
Very tempted to help them.
But..I'm not that nice a person lahs :D

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

*melancholy*

Bitbit down.
Yesterday night, was penning my tots into a shortshort story again.
Its a darn sad storyline again.
I'm an emo writer.
*bleahs*
But I think if people read that story,
you'll be understanding towards my emo-ness bahs.

`I duno why.
I am scared.
I don't wanna just be a passerby.

Monday, February 05, 2007

*Big Grin*

I am a happy gurl today too!
'Cause I got to meet up with Jerjer.
Though, it wus for a short short time..
But, its better than nothing lorhs!
My Boyfren really means alot to me de! :D

`something struck me. I feel abit bad.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

* I HAVE THE BESTEST BOYFREN !! *

Heex.. Yupyups.
I just wanna exclaim..
I HAVE THE BESTEST BOYFREN!
*grins*
Oh wells.. Ysd I went to attend Cousin's wedding.
Boyfren came to pick me up from the Customs.
I feel kinda guilty that he always hafta drive me ard :/
Went eat @ his fren's shop.
*yummielicious*
Then, we proceed to my Cousin's place to meet my mummie, my aunts and my uncles.
BUT! I got us LOST.
Hehs.. Jerjer had to make lots of turns before we got the plc right.
*bleahs* I'm a hopeless road idiot :'(

Was kinda bored there.
We were just listening to the adults chatting.
Lucky, my boyfren was around lahs.
At least, I had his company.
We were communicating between ourselves thru msges.
Heex..
Then after I got changed, Jerjer drove us down to the restaurant.
Alas, too bad the invitation came too late, else Jerjer cld haf attended the wedding with me :(
* BIG SAD FACE*

The wedding wus normal.
But the bride is extremely gorgeous!! :D
And her hubby wus quite gdlooking too.
They were so compatible lahs!
SO happy for my COusin! :D
Talked to my Cousin Bro.
Got ppl tot we were an couple.
Ridiculous!
Its been ages since we last chatted or even meet up.
Glad that he's doing well.
Seeing the newlywed..
it made me so wanna married lahs.
oh gosh..I m mad.

Boyfren came to pick us up to send us to customs.
I was in the backseat,
hopelessly staring at him..
Heex.. Duno why..
I just can't help doing it.
But you all know sth?
I really really felt happy just staring at my boyfren :D
I love my BOyfren!! :D

Friday, February 02, 2007

*dreaming*

Am feeling moody as per normal.
Feel very alone these days,
even though I'm surrounded by so many ppl.
I just don't really feel very alive.
I feel extremely empty for some unknown reasons.
Hopeless me.
*sighs*
I guess I wudn't be seeing boyfren tml lers.
Daddy's going.
Sianned.

I had a weird dream last night.
It's a happy dream to me.
Somehow, I wished for it to come true..
even though, I knew it wud nv will... :/

Thursday, February 01, 2007

*lovesfebruary*

Happy February!
Hmms.. Tuition wus VERY horrible today.
So.. I'm not goin to mention anething abt how pissed I wus.
My day was made so much better,
after meeting up with my darling Esther and gd bro, Minghong.
Was reading magazines while waiting for the both of them to finish up chemistry.
Its been so long since I last stepped into the library.
And I mean, REALLY LONG!
:S
My eyes were almost popping out while I looked at the lovely chocs and accessories in the mags.
*high*
They are simply so gorgeous.
Oh dear.. I think I'm addicted to pretty things.

After the librarian chased us out,
we went Macs to yumcha.
Me n Ster were fighting with ah hong over the payment.
So funny!
Its been so long since we three last met up tgr.
Its a great happy feeling being with them.
I laughed and smiled alot.
Today's a happyhappy day.
Wish for everyday to be like this.

Oh wells! I've a list of things that I want for Vday.
But nopes, not listing them here.
Its just "wants"
I prefer people to get heartwarming gifts for me! if ever anyone is buying things fer me lahs

`I miss you honey!!
Very very very much..
and I really wished you can attend the wedding with me this saturday.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

*idunowhatimanemore*

I duno what I am anymore.
No reason to smile.
I am feeling sad.
Lonely.
I wanna be happy.
WHY LIDAT? :'(
Inside my heart, its as cloudy as the night sky tonight..
I wish it wud pour inside my heart..
let all the unhappiness in me be washed awae.. :/

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

*beautiful day*

I went shopping today!
Finally got my dress!
First thing: its white!
Second thing: its not short!
Its a decent n pretty dress *loves*
Today's such a beautiful day!
Oh! Me n flor saw mdm khoo at Far East.
Chatted with her..n inform her abt the release of my results.
Her reactions was so CUTE nehs! :D
Popped by Taka to visit my darling Peipei.
Miss her so muchie lahs.
Yes! Outing soon! As soon as I've got everything sorted out.

Went for tuition after watching my fav drama halfway.
So relieved that the gurl's SMART.
As in, really!
Thank God! :)
The walk home was kinda lonely.
The night breeze wus freezing COLD!
But, the night sky was gorgeous tonight.
Full of prettypretty stars!! *loves*
If only . . . . . .
*sighs*

Monday, January 29, 2007

*second post on the same day*

Hmms. Sian.
Life's boring.
*URGH!*
Minghong called me just now,
on my way to tuition.
So nice! Long time nvber tok to him.
Tuition's ok today.
At least, he didn't attempt to drive me mad.
Thank God! :)

The journey home was so lonely,
so COLD today.
Was thinking abt things.
Was thinking abt my boyfren.
*sighs*
I seem to be thinking abt him everywhere I go.
ANd everywhere seems to remind me of him :'(
*sighs*
Ya, I'm feeling sad.
I just miss my boyfren, thats all.
*sighs*

*Payday!*

Yayness.
I just got my first pay!
not alot, I know.
Hehs. Giving it to mommie for her to spend:)
I dun wanna be lyke my STUPID ******* brother!
Who f**kingly throws awae money lyke dirt, and keeps taking money from my parents.
Who f**kingly has no brains to go spend time with his bad company of chao ah bengsn ah lians.
And all they do, is to smoke lyke chimney tops all day long.
*urgh*
Can't stand it man.
*urgh*
I pity my parents.
What an useless son they haf! :(

Tml most probably goin shopping with flor!
Yayness! I'm so going to get my dress tml!
YES! no matter wat! :D
*grins*

Hmms. Hmms. I have to save up alot alot!
Save up to go music school.
Save up to buy a doggie so tt I wun be so lonely.
Save up enuff to bring my parents n my sister for a trip.
Save up to buy nicenice stuffs for boyfren.
And also, save up enuff to pamper myself:)

`I'm getting so lonely nowadays..that I haf forgotten how to smile.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

*xin loves shopping!*

Heex.
Its a tiring shopping day.
I wus out since morning.
Had two tuitions.
Before going to find von @ bishan.
Wus looking for pretty dresses.
Tried on alot.
Very nice!!
If only, I had money to buy all of them.
Hehs.
Poor von.. hafta tolerate the long time I took.
Ended up I didn't buy any dresses.
sobs!!
But! I bought a new pair of white pumps!
prettypretty!

Hmms.. Oh by the way, me n von met sarah in the toilet @ Wisma.
SO cool lah.
hmms. OH! And the guys are out from tekong today!
WEE~

`falling really sick. :/

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

* :( *

SICK!

my fever refuses to leave me!
it likes me too much man!
SIAN!
Oh wells.
I took up my fourth student today.
TWO more nights down.
Meaning I won't be able to catch my fav drama - Let it shine.
*sobs*
How sad, right?
hmm.. I'm NOT money-crazy!
Just that, I wanna change the situation I am in.
So.. I'm not going for material needs definitely!

`i think i might be lovesick. :'( to my hubby! : We're turning one year and a month lers! :D if u still rmb lahs.. `All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You ,


& I Thank God That I Finally Found YOU :) *huggies*

*horriblehorriblehorrible!*

I'm SICK!
ya..I know.. Not again!!
Sian-ned lahs.
Feeling so horrible.
I need hugs.
BADLY :/
*sighs*
But all I can hug, are my soft toys :(

Monday, January 22, 2007

*monday blues*

Alrights.
Its a boring monday afternoon now.
Went out early in the morn to angmokio.
And I got lost on my way home.
How clever uh?

Life's boring.
Nothing exciting is happening at all.
I can't even find boyfren.
*sighs*
Life's kinda dead for me.
I need excitements.
I need surprises!
BADLY! :/

Saturday, January 20, 2007

*home sweet home finally*

I am finally home.
Have been feeling real sick since morning.
SO awful lahs.
I think I am down with stupid gastrics flu! :(
Being a tutor,
is physically taxing,
mentally draining,
braincells draining,
cash depleting.. :/

`I was really touched when you called to show your concern,
to make sure tt I didnt get wet in the rain.
My boyfren is so sweet!!
You're the best lers!! :D

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

*i need a REAL job!*

I seriously need a REAL JOB!
*urgh*
Hmms. I nidda be occupied!
Need sth to keep me busy.
So that my mind wun wander.
So tt I wun disturb boyfren so much.
I need a REAL JOB!!

`I am feeling small.. :/

Friday, January 12, 2007

:)

Xin went to find her hubby today.
The rain was horrible vegetable lahs.
I was drenched the moment I stepped out of the msia customs!
*sobs*
Lucky, my hubby came and picked me up soon after.
Else I wld have died of the cold.
Hmms. Didn't do anething much.
OH! I finally watch 'Night at the museum".
With my hubby summore.
*happyhappy*
Its really nice! :D
Xin loves spending time with her dear! :D

Hmms.
Today oso the day when Zester, Jiesheng and Sengpeng enter NS.
And not to forget Weiquan who is goin in tml.
All the best guys!
I think all of them will have no problem surviving ;D

`i miss my boyfren alrdy!!

Monday, January 08, 2007

*DEAD TIRED*

I LEARNT MY LESSON!
Never ever try to be so gungho..
>.< *bleahs*
I am suffering the "fruits" of my rashness.
Or rather brainlessness? :/
I am dead tired now.
Brain cells totally wiped out.
*sighs* I kinda realised that I can't work miracles.
:S *confused Xin*

Isn't this blissfully sweet?
Can we be penguins too?

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

*3rdJanuary2006*

Todae's school reopening fer all.
WHile I'm rotting at home.
For the rest of my friends are working.
And I'm dateless.
SHO PATHETIC.
Gosh.. Been feeling sosososo bored for the whole dae.
Seriously, I don't have the mood to work lehs.
Don't know why.
When I'm the weirdo whu thinks working is fun.
But hor.. Rotting too much can be very unhealthy.
I need a life.
*grins*

`dislikes being neglected, dislikes being taken for granted. but who am i to say anething?

Sunday, December 31, 2006

*Gona say Goodbye to 2006...*

my last photo taken in year 2006 :)

Hmms. I have just reached home not long ago.
Was out with yvonne.
Doing one of my favourite activities.
KBOX:D
SOmething embarrassing happened.
:X

Yups.. THink this is the last add-on to my list of 2006 memories lers.
2006 has been a rather great year :D
Really.. I've met great friends, great people.
And, I've a great boyfren too !!
*smiles*

So long year 2006..
I'm hoping fer a even better year ahead of me :)

Friday, December 29, 2006

*READ!*

go to this link for my entry : http://bluesaway.livejournal.com

*argh..!!*

PAIN! PAIN! PAIN!
*sobs*
I'm hurting lyke shit lahs.
ARGH! for no apparent reasons...
*sobs*
I think I'm dying...
NONO! I don't wanna die before the year ends.
*sobs*
PAIN lahs.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

*smiles*

This is just a post-xmas entry.
I wanted to include it in my previous entry,
but it kinda slipped my mind.
You know.. whatever happened on xmas..
wus SO familiar.
yea.. de javu again..
I really must stop sleeping so much.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

BEST CHRISTMAS EVER! :D

Xin n her MOST beloved boyfren :)

I wanted to take a zi-lian pic
Duno whats that guy doing ther.

My boyfren loves acting cute more than me!
*bleahs*
Wells in fact,he's cute to me:)

RAWRRR!! *Jer tries to bite my head off*

And this is what he gets for bullying me!
People gets to see a closeup of the evil one!
*grins*

Hmms. Now for the updates.
XIN HAD THE BEST CHRISTMAS OF HER LIFE!! :)
BIGBIGSMILE!

Went over to find him early in the morning.
Went his place to slack ard.
My Jer gave me a new necklace for Xmas.
*prettypretty!*
And a star lantern too!
*SMILES*
Am really happy! :)
Gave him his gifts too.
Urms.. Don't think my gifts to him are all that fab.
*sighs*

Then I followed jer ard while he picked ppl up for church.
Service's great ! :D
I enjoyed it :)
*smiles*
Enjoyed the food, the funs n everything else.
Everyone jus made me feel so welcome n all :)
*happy*
Most importantly!!
I got to spend Xmas with my dear.
And our 1st year anni too!
I am definitely a blessed and happy gurl!! :)

Returned to Jer's plc after everything.
He fell horribly SICK!
urgh.. so feverish n all..
*heart aches*
So horrible lahs!!
And I cldn't even do anything to help!
*uselessme!*
Sobs. Wus soo worried abt him tt I cried.
And when its time for me to go home, I wus in tears again.
*sobs*
So reluctant to leave my dear alone, when he is feeling so awful.

So here I am, blogging subconsciously.
'Cause I didnt slp well ysd.
Wus worried abt him all night.
Maybe I shld go get some more slp if I can after ending off this post.
Get well soon, dear!
*prays hard*

It wusnt a lonely xmas afterall.
And my wish wus fulfilled.
Thankyou dear! I love you lots!
*huggies*

Sunday, December 24, 2006

*Christmas Eve*

Yayness! Its Christmas Eve!!
*loves*
Hmms. Ysd went church fer xmas service.
Nicenicenice!! ^^
After that, went to meet the gurls in town.
Didn't do anething much.
Went pastamania to eat n crapped.
Took prettypretty neoprints.
as well as some pics with the xmas trees on the streets.
Wus very sad n guilty that I had to spoil the wonderful moment of gathering tgr.
Yes baba! we'll meet up again de! ^^

Long time nv update lers.
Hotel wrk wus horrible fer me the other day.
DON SUCKS!
Stupid arse.
And stupid me, i lost my precious necklace.
:'( sobs.
Am still feeling sad over it.
*sighs*

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

*second post on the same day*

Hmms. Feeling kinda emo as usual.
Emo-gurl, like what steven always says of me.
He's in KL now.
Don't think he's able to return lo.
The flooding is really bad.

Am feeling kinda neglected/abandoned/empty/lonely/unloved right now.
Online : no one fer me to crap with.
Wus abt to chat happily with kor.
But he's sending his gf back to sg.
My HP seems useless now.
No one is looking fer me;
And it seems lyke everyone else is too busy to even notice me.

Right now, a sense of loneliness engulfs my soul.
I'm feeling so empty deep dwn.
Something's missing.
*sighs*

I'm starting to think that, perhaps, some things weren't meant to stay unchanged.

*Five more days*

Hmms.
Going out to get some stuffs soon.
Hais!
Its FIVE MORE DAYS.
Till Xmas.
And a special day fer me.
but.. *sighs*
I guess I'm spending it all alone again.
*sighs*

`alonelyxmas,anunfulfilledwish...

Friday, December 15, 2006

*TEN DAYS*

HAHA!
I'm goin on an intensive workload starting nxt week.
All for my christmas pressies.
SO! Ppl whu receive pressies from me,
Pls be appreciative.
*grins*
Think I'm goin to be so dead la.
So long nv work lers.
*faints*

HMMS..
Its TEN DAYS MORE. to christmas and ...
*high*
XIN REALLY WANNA SPEND THE DAY WITH JER!
*prays hard*

`I'm so going to tolerate all this shits at work fer the ones I love..

Thursday, December 14, 2006

*This week is coming to an end*

Urgh.
I really hate to be this poor.
Especially when CHRISTMAS's round the corner!
*sobs*
Imagine being so poor during my favourite time of the year!
*sobs*
Now still trying very very hard to get a job.
So that I can clear my shopping list!
*prays hard*

XIN WANNA SPEND CHRISTMAS WITH MY BOYFREN!!!
myheartactuallyachedwhenitoldyoutogetanothergf:S

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

*makeawish*

Penning down our wishes :D *she very engrossed sia*

Completed Piece.

Wishes on the BIG WHITE BALL ;D

HEEX *grins*

Finally done:D

Haha.
Me n my darling went esplanade.
And did these.
Heys. ALL HAPPILY-ATTACHED COUPLES SHLD DO THIS.
Its really meaningful and a totally sweet thing to do with your other half :D
Yups yups.
OH! And the BIG WHITE BALLS get thrown into the Singapore River.
I think they trying to fill up the whole of Singapore River with them by the countdown.
*prettypretty!*
I nearly asked the person fer a bigwhite ball to bring home.
*blehs*

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

*Moody Tuesday*

Yes. I'm moody today.
A real moody tuesday.
And no, I'm NOT pms-ing.
Just feeling not in the mood to socialise.
Very restless.
Maybe plus a bitbit of upset, I guess?

Wus out with Flor.
In search of a job.
At the same time we did some christmas window shopping.
Kinda got everyone's gifts planned out.
Take note: KINDA. so that means not everyone yet.
Stupid me.
HA! Flor wus trying to find out what I want fer xmas.
BUT SHE FAILED :D
Evil me..
I'm a hard nut to crack *shrugs*
Walked the whole of town.
Its been SO LONG since I last stepped in there.
Xin loves the Christmas Trees there!! :D
*prettypretty!!*
OH! And there wus this very cool structure made from STARS :D
Had dinner at marina sq.
And we realised ther wus this acapella grp performing.
It's my fav christmas song!
*high till I faints*
:DDDD
First time hear the acapella version!
*melts in the nice music*
:DDDD
Oh.. then I forced flor to walk with me to Esplanade
so tt I cld see the BIGBIG teddy bear which is on display ther at the mall.
Ha.. Evil me..
And after the final stop at esplanade,
here I am - home sweet home :)
*smiles*

`I only have one smallsmall wish fer Christmas. Can't it be granted?

Monday, December 11, 2006

111206

I MISS MY BOYFREN SO MUCH LAHS!
*sobs*

todae's date seems so familiar.. but I just can't recall what's so familiar abt it.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

*feeling kinda emo again*

Hmms..
I'm feeling kind of emo right now.
Haha.
If steven sees this, he'll be thinking "Not again!?!"
HAIS...
*bigbigsigh*
I just got off the phone with TONY
Urms. Bet most of you don't know whu is he.
Hmms. TONY is my gd gd gd fren.
Nth great about tt?
Ha! SINCE PRIMARY SCH.
Plus, we've living under the same roof fer EIGHT YEARS lers.
Urms.. Don't get the wrong idea pls..? *blehs*

Oh wells...
Though, in these eight years, we don't meet up much, don't talk much..
But, it's always nice to 'bump into each other' coincidentally.
It's a nice feeling to know that sumone is always so near.
Nahs. We never were a couple. So dun misinterpret my words. TONY's been a great fren to me.
Sumone whom I can count on, whom I can crapped with...

But, jus now.. jus when he told me tt he's moving away.
though its jus 542 blocks away.
I just felt sad.
No more 'bumping into each other'.
No more 'me morningcalling him n goin to sch tgr'.
HAIS
*anotherbigbigsigh*

Oh wells. Shan't get anymore emo-ness anemore.
TONY! Look! this entry is dedicated to YOU.
I just wana tell you,
Don't give up on yourself, even when everyone else does.
And I'll still be here, ALWAYS :0)
Promise.

`Xin

Thursday, December 07, 2006

*HAPPY!*

Xin's a happy gurl.
Esp after my chalet n my getawae with my boyfren.
*happy happy*

Chalet wus great!
Though it didn't really have a good start.
Aranda country club's chalet felt lyke home.
Haha.
The interior is just lyke a hotel lo.
*nicenicenice*
Oh wells. First day - we went to buy foods.
BBQ turned into deep frying after the guys decided to buy the deep fryer.
Went back chalet, did nothing much.
Rah, flor n liyi prepared a simple dinner of dry maggie mee with hotdogs.
I only helped to cut the fruits fer all of them.
At night, everyone became engrossed with Lord of the ring.
Den ordered mahjong.
Started playing mahjong fer quite a big proportion of the night.
Had some crappy bedroom conversation with gene, chenweixing, flor, rah n liyi.
Day two - went escape theme park.
Rah's first time ther.
SO MANY PPL lahs.
the guys went off 'cause they can't stand the long queues.
Me got STUNG BY A BEE!
It wus so PAINFUL lah!
But I am so proud of myself.
I DIDNT CRY!
Hehs.
Went back to chalet to bathe.
Can't stand the stickiness!
Wus abit upset 'cause I cldnt go to the ktv in the country club.
'cause THERE IS A DRESS CODE!!
Continued playing mahjong with helmi, clement n tim.
The foods prepared by helmi n the gurls were great.
I didnt help 'cause I wus INJURED!
*grins*
Celebrated ade's burfdae. :)
I had quite abit of luck in both mahjong and blackjack.
*happyhappy*
Tim jokingly said that I wus banned from blackjack.
Had heart-to-heart talk with everyone.
I cried.
Kinda got reminded of myself in the past.
*sighs*
Day 3 - Packed up n went home.

Went find Jer after rushing home to put dwn my stuffs n bathe.
Hmms.
Wus abit bu shuang 'cause of some delay.
*sighs*
Went slacked ard at his plc.
Den went out eat.
Went to watch Saw3
Yucks! I wus so grossed out tt I felt lyke puking everything out, inclusive of my intestines.
So bloody n gruesome.
But, I didn't really regret watching it.
'Cause I watched it with my JER!
*grins*
THANK YOU JER! fer fulfilling one of my wishes fer me:)
Den me read comics while Jer mugged fer his law paper.
Poor Jer.
Hmms. Nth much happened or so.
Came home today.
Sorry honey --caused you to be late.

Friday, December 01, 2006

*bigbiggrin*

Oh! Dec 1st marks the day
where me, peipei n flor went clubbing for the first time in our life.
Haha. Just felt lyke saying this.
That's all.
Love you gurls.
I definitely had the hell of a great time with you all:)

*Handsome/Cute guys Part (II)*


Chris n Xin :) *He looks lao-da-ishly cute*

Xin n Landy:) *great smile*

Helmi n Xin:)


Xin n Jiesheng:) *nan de yi jian*


Xin n Boon:) *cute andy!*

* Handsome/Cute Guys *


Zhao n Xin :)


Adrian n Xin :) *he's being forced*


Charles n Xin :)


Matt n Xin :) *mr nice guy!*


Xin n Baba's fren *I'm NOT from his fanclub*

*GUrls onLy*


prettypretty :)


05A07 gurls


Xian, Peipei, MS KAT, Mag, Von, Leen


Babes of 05A07 *prettyPretty*

*Nootka Ogls `06*


Nootka! :) *whoo~*


Alvin n Zhao:)


Nootka babes :)


Nootka:) *loves*

*Gradnite Pictures!*


Evon, Fiona, Xin :) *the triplets of PaeS10*


Evon n Xin :)


Xin n Fiona :)


Evon n Yvonne * the VonSss*

*Pictures Pictures!!*


Xin n Sarah:) *my dear Jr*


Bpghs Tall Babes:) *Joyce said tt*


Xin n ShaoWei:)


Xin n Boon:) *ANDY!!:D*


Flor n Xin:) *loves*

*More Pictures!! :)*


Sarah n Xin :) *I look ugly here :S*

Flor n Xin :) *close-up*


Liyi n Xin *Ladies in Black*


Hot Babe, PeiLing n Plain Xin :)


My Favourite Photo :)
*from left* Xian, Liyi, Peipei, Flor,
Xin, Leen, Mag, Von :)

*Gradnite Pictures:)*


ShaoFen, Yvonne, Xin :)

Mag n Xin :)

Yoke, Xin, Liyi :)

Xin n Gene :)

Gina, Tim, Xin, Gene, Yoke, Liyi, Clement, Helmi :)

*Graduation 2006 - One Last*

Graduation 2006 - One Last.
Yayness!
Its GREAT!
Pretty successful, I must say.
Took lots of pretty pictures with pretty babes and shuaiges =D
*happy happy*

Pictures are coming! :)

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

*greatmovie!!*

~lalala...
Watched "the battle of wits" with Wquan n Boon.
Great movie lahs.
Initially tot it wus goin to be a stupid boring movie.
But it's really nice!! =D
Andy Lau is so shuai la.
*grins*
Yups. It's a meaningful WAR movie.
Ppl whu lyke watching how ppl use wits to win battle,
shld really not miss out on this!

OH! I wanna see BOON tml!!
Can't wait to see him dressed up.
Tml's a photos day!
yayness.
ohdear.. I think my personality and mood tml wud outshine my outfit. =S
Hehs.

`I miss my BOYFREN! =(

Monday, November 27, 2006

* bitbitupset *

Hmms.
Xin's abit upset today.
Felt kinda threatened.
It's not as though I could help being so.
*sighs*
Oh wells. Finally, gradnite shopping's ended!
First time ever in my life, I get so sick of shopping!
Hehs.

My torture's ended! Hehs.

`if only I can do something about the situations in my life . . . if only I could be not so useless . . .

Friday, November 24, 2006

* =D *

Happy day.
Went find Jer.
*BIGBIGGRIN*
Hmms.. Slacked ard, watched 'timeline' on tv.
Nice show.
hmms.. Den went his mummie's shop to dye n do hair.
Wus so so so so bored.
'Cause no one really talked to me!
Was alrdy starting to monologue myself.
Ha..
OH wells.. Love my hair nw.. though i still look ugly.
*blehs*
OH! Here's a BIG THANKYOU to my dear!
Fer making todae such a happy day :) *muacks*